Count down on CNY

9 more days to go... The year of roar come to an end and to welcome the year of rat.

This year, is rather a more relaxing celebration on the CNY as my family and i have finish cleaning up the house. Now only left to make some cookies for the CNY. Each year, my mother and i will spent some quality time together to make cookies. I love it.

Mom I love you. Do you know that? You are the BEST mummy i ever have! huh... sound like dedication to mom on Mother's Day. Ha ha don't be confuse, just that it suddenly come accross my mind.

To others... please love your parents... without them, you are NoBODY in this earth!!! tell them how much you love them when you can and i can assure NO REGRET on doing so.

:)

Human.....

I always feel that HUMAN are the most difficult person in the world to be understand.
You will never know what he or she is thinking. Sometime they are seriously doing work but sometimes they aren't. Sometimes they show their kindness, helping hand but sometime they are so cool and walk away without any words.

Oh god... Human....

My Younger Brother's Wedding

Finally.... my little brother's wedding on 26th January 2008 has come to an end. I great him and my sister-in-law happily married.

My Name......

Recently i received emails, from this newly known friend that i know. He address my name 'Siew Kuen' instead Joyce. He told me how nice, sweet and a good name is.

I have been so long not using Siew Kuen ever since i start my college till my worklife, people are so use to call me Joyce, Joycee, Joy Joy.

Then, when this friend call me Siew Kuen, he reminds me my school time. how happy when friends are getting along laugh out loud, jokes around, singing songs non-stop. :)

Thank you friend... i am glad that you have lighten up my life once again.

Life is really unpredictable! do you agree? you would never know what will be happening tomorrow, the following day...

sometime you might even wonder we plan our work to do this and that today, so we can do the other the next day... and yet things rather not work as we had plan. this also apply to relationship, you might think that oh i meet him, and he might be the MAN. who knows when two come together, things might not as easy as people think.

Therefore, there is no point to being upset, dissapointed for things not turning up the way you want it to be. We however, should determine why it didnt works? how it should make it works? How not to make the same mistakes again in future?

Continuing thinking of the PAST, and make yourself not happy is not helping at all! How the future holds it do depends on how you think and work it out.

do not take life for granted, this is our life.. so wake up and enjoy it, live it the best and better tomorrow.

Correct or Wrong.......

Recently i am very confuse whether what i am doing is correct or wrong? Sometime i am wondering why i love to think so much. For eg: what if i do this and that? what will happen next? is it right to do?

背叛 = Betray

别人说：男人和女人之间有三种背叛，第一种是身体背叛了、但是心没有背叛，第二种是心背叛了、但是身体没有背叛，第三种是身和心都背叛了，那么他和她是属于那种背叛。

Lately, i heard this song 'Why do I love you' sing by Westlife. I wonder why the girl hurt or betray her boyfriend when she isn't love him and yet want to be with him (vice versa). This should not be happen when comes to relationship.

I believe that to make relationships stronger, the following qualities must be there:

1.) Honestly
2.) Truth
3.) Mutual Understanding
4.) Sacrifice
5.) Deep Respect
6.) Keep smiling in difficult time

What are other qualities do you think?

Attach herewith the lyrics, hope you like it.....

Why Do I Love You
Artist(Band):Westlife

Suddenly she's
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do

Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)


Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

(Fade)
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

I hate being quiet so much sometimes. It’s not that i’m shy, i don’t think, i just don’t have anything to say. like seriously. when i look around, it seems like everyone makes friends so fast, and everyone is laughing and having a good time so easily, i just don’t understand how they do it. It comes so naturally to them, and it seems like if i confronted or asked them about it they’d just say something like “Speak your mind!” but the thing is i just feel like i don’t even have a mind to speak. Sometimes i feel like a part of my brain is just MISSING, i feel so blank and boring. It’s such a lonely bad feeling and i really don't feel like most people would even understand, even my friend (to whom opinions and talking comes very easily). Is there anyone else out there who feels like this? I hate living like this.

How to forgive and forget?

Human nature is to remember people's wrong doing easier than people right doing.
It is difficult to forgive and forget and not many people can do it.
It also depends on the severity of the doings.
If it is to the extend of causing too much grief and hurt, it might not be easy to forgive, what more forget.
On a personal note, try not to take this into your heart, pour it out, move on with life and if u need to avoid that person/situation.

What is the difference between joy and happiness, and why is the former is preferable to the latter?

Remember my very first post on my blog 'What a joy!!!'. Then if you are notice, my name is Joyce. How come i come out my first post is with that title? Well actually that was written by my friend. My friend wanted to cheer me up and think of that. It did help me. Thank you fren. I really appreciate that.

Now.... back to my question. I have recently read this article and i find it quite interesting and want to share it here.

Happiness depends on happenings. It comes from the root word hap, which means 'luck' or 'circumstances.' 'I am happy today because things just happened to turn out right.'

Joy is different. it goes deeper. Joy is an attitude, a choice. Joy is an inside job and is not dependent on circumstances. it is your choice to rejoice. You can choose, regardless of the circumstances, to be joyful.

Joy is what make life - well - enjoyable. When we learn to choose joy, we greatly enhance our lives.

Lately, i have been thinking a lot.

About whether should i go on or should i not? I am very confusing and don't know how to do it? I have been trying to seek advice from my friends but different people come out with different views. You must be wondering what i am refering to.... !!

There are so many things that had been ruin into my life at one time....
First - My work
Second - My relationship
Third - Finances.....

This is one of my favourite pair of shoe which i bought it during the trip to Patong, Phuket. I wish to go there again. I love Thailand.

This is my first time taking this kind of old lift when i am visit at Kota Kinabalu's budget hotel. Its rather a fun and exiciting which i always did see this on TV but not in real life. :)

Never ever across my mind on posting something in blog. However, lately get to know one of this friend and when read on my friend's blog. It gives me an action to start doing so (not to say copycat) but instead its a way to express what i am thinking. Human being are very unique and special in this universe. Some might in very good expressing themselves but some are not. I belong to the latter one. That's why i am here. I am welcome your comment. Cheers and Happy Reading!!

如果這是愛

好喜欢被他拥抱的感觉。期待每天早上睡醒的第一件事情是他送上的SMS。

可是，自己还是不确定自己对他的感觉是爱，是感激还是只是朋友而已。这让我好迷惘。好想让他把我生命中的空白全部都填地满满的。可是他却告诉我应该要有自己的天地和私人的空间。而我的私人的空间就是等待﹐開始上网和写日记吧！同时也想满足你，让他拥有足够的私人空间。可是他却不知道，我的感觉。我偶而感觉很累。让自己觉得还是不要去把心交出来比较好。承认自己是懦弱﹐很多方面做不好又胆小的我。可是幸福往往来得冲冲。担心自己把握不住，而害怕幸福迅即消逝的感觉。

如果還有機會﹐好想擁抱在他懷抱里對他說‘我愛你’﹗

Love? What Love is.....Love seem like a gamble?

Imagine that you had to pick out a pair of shoes and buy them, and that they were going to be the last pair of shoes that you would ever wear. That these shoes were going to last you for the rest of your life. No matter where you were going to go, no matter the conditions or the weather, or even the occasion, these shoes were it.

All occasion, all terrain, all conditions, and, it would be expected of you to always wear those shoes and that it would be expected of you to keep them cared for and repaired.

Do you agree?

What a jOy!!!!

Life's definitely short
Life's also a JOY
We must enJOY life itself
To be JOYful everday